i guess tonight i'd cry, if i thought it would help.

i am so full of frustration right now, i'm so angry with the situation. i feel utterly helpless. i feel such sadness. i feel total exasperation.

i want to scream, but i know it wouldn't do any good. it wouldn't change anything.

there is nothing i can say, nothing i can do to make it better. i can only sit here and try to convince myself that in the end everything will be okay.