just had a random moment with God... which, now that I think about it, random and God probably never belong in the same sentence.

but anyway, today i saw a post on facebook from a woman i went to nursing school with. she asked "will the anxiety about going to work ever go away?". I replied with "mine hasn't yet" and the corresponding sad smiley face. Because even with my new job, i still feel anxious about my job, i still question if it's right for me, i still question a slew of things about it all.

so i was sitting here staring at the football on TV, looking right at it but looking right through it at the same time. thoughts, doubts... swirling around in my head, tomorrow night approaching with the accompanying angst following right after. and then God, in all His mercy, interrupted me and I realized something. He has me here. Like, RIGHT here. For a reason. For some reason, this is the place for me because He wants it to be. And that just has to be enough. It IS enough.

That was all I needed to feel hope again. I feel strong enough to do this job. I feel like He will get me through. I feel like I'm going to learn, and it will be okay. Whatever it is, it will be okay.

I love when He interrupts me. What He has to say is always waaaay better.